Fear in exploring themselves and the world

[Димитрий]

Immediately apologize if such topic or discussion already - not found, can Bang.
I noticed a trend - my thoughts, desires are brought to life very quickly. And it is those ideas which are to date negative for me... Maybe then all this will result into a positive and I'm super-mega-Popera however, at the moment I turn of events in that light does not appeal... Already beginning to be afraid himself, i.e. his thoughts (no matter how corny). Maybe from the beginning it was not for MM to grab and work out a of years of commercials 20-25? You can say about a lot, but certain steps we hope with the help of You dear friends.

[Евгений Кош]

just apologize, if the subject or discussion was - not found, can Bang.
I noticed a trend - my thoughts, desires are brought to life very quickly. And it is those ideas which are to date negative for me... Maybe then all this will result into a positive and I'm super-mega-Popera however, at the moment I turn of events in that light does not appeal... Already beginning to be afraid himself, i.e. his thoughts (no matter how corny). Maybe from the beginning it was not for MM to grab and work out a of years of commercials 20-25? You can say about a lot, but certain steps we hope with the help of You dear friends.

it seems that you simply become ready to work with the accumulated negative (for you). The bag is untied
I have these "bags"1.5 years ago was twice undone.
You need to solve them or do you solve them.. or they decide for you - normal the right of choice .

[Триалект]

Starting six months ago to see for myself that, I began to tell myself a firm "No!" sometimes even aloud, listening to your voice as soon as they desire to appear. "No, I don't want it!" While work.

[Димитрий]

Thank Trialist and Eugene, about the same I think, however, about the bag - I think to a point... But...

[Искатель]

I have lately something like....A lot of negativity rushing out of me,just some kind of aggression(trying to deal with it in the process,not to drop inside ,not to hide,but others do not empty try to balance,but STE is not easy....At such moments, notice a huge amount of unawareness,and this energy seems to be not controlled by me)Is started together with the ingestion of nicotinic acid...coincidence,maybe not....In any case continue after MM to meditate for 20-30 minutes helps...at least for some time to dispel the negative...by the Way, after MM(session Alpha Power Meditation) meditate(listen to the surrounding sounds and thoughts) just a class,sometimes it turns out to take very deep...And begin to fly somewhere(legs flying,the hands,the head,the whole as a whole),really noticed that he began to seek that feeling of flight..even with this it is necessary to work...