Nastya! you are not alone! on this forum got a similar situation
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Lost myself and everything was complete chaos. Now progress is being made. Moreover, the gravity of the situation now I is very happy,strange as it may sound.
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Before the site got recently. The beginning of my recovery put the movie "the secret". Me his podstavili completely different people until I looked. And then it began!!!! Then followed the film "Down the rabbit hole". I was wondering unusually I began to dig. you name it. Many books read purely scientific and not very scientific. Seeland,Cimarron,Pravdina,Joe Vitale,Jose Silva.......... Now my big secret - Esther and Jerry Hicks(teachings of Abraham)
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It is Channeling with a capital Letter. After their books Seeland of otdyhaet Pravdina generally turns into a bug and reading the rest of the literature of such a plan I understand that all the pieces are pulled out from those authors, and written in other words. Although I in no way want to diminish their dignity and even of other books you can pull for you personally the appropriate techniques
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. Reading and believing Esther and Jerry Hicks, I began to apply what these books are written and you know what??? I started to manage your reality! and this is no joke! I've never done this before,had never meditated,do not go to psychics and all sorts of healers were not engaged in self-hypnosis, etc. Is all I'm saying is that it is available to everyone! I got these books from the state of quiet joy, and absolute trust and love for yourself,which never experienced in my life. Then I abruptly lost it all. Long could not understand why??? Began to read again, to try and understand! All that gave me this book is settled in the minds of any one more heavy stress,you fought with newly acquired knowledge,entrenched