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by Монах » Sun Feb 23, 2014 22:34
Brief history: 24 years, male. Razvitie without pathology. Hi, EPI-activity, fainting, the operation - absent. The surfactant is not used, the alcohol ceased to use in 2005. Easy arrhythmia (since 2012), in childhood minor IRR. Higher education, studying in graduate school. Clinical psychologist working in a psychiatric hospital.
the Current situation: Moving, new demanding job that involves communicating with people who are sick, work on the computer and processing of large amounts of medical data at a high enough speed. Coming home before midnight, forced to do household chores. Time for sleep - <6 hours.
Psychological state: in the period of adaptation to the new work excessively anxious, all the time in a hurry, fuss, are being rapidly depleted. "Trying" to work sometimes in excess of their forces from what is sore eyes (vision 100%). Simultaneously with it there and intercostal neuralgia. Decreased concentration. A lot of suppressed aggression and patients.
Goal: In the past (2011). was experience with the Transcendental meditation (TM), which gave the opportunity to rest and to develop internal. This skill want to return to systematize training and to achieve the desired depth faster, at the expense of external tools - MM. Intends to resume the practice of TM after the sessions on the alpha, at lunch time at work. I want these exercises to regain something that can be called the mental armor that will help you to work in difficult conditions. Also, expect to increase in concentration, raspadaemosti and attention span.
Report for the first week.
3 Feb 2014.
Breeze.mp3 Do in the evening, before bedtime. Light stimulation is minimal, the sound in the middle to reduce external noise. As to the stages of muscle relaxation, then gravity can't feel for a long time, from the heat after an average of 7-10\ minutes somehow always unexpected internal "jerk" move in weightlessness. In consequence slept. At the end of the session feel easy and effortless. Experienced elevation of mood, joked a lot, stopped somewhere in a hurry, was more confident than usual. In the morning woke up cheerful.
February 4, 2014
Birds.mp3 - Morning, was engaged in sitting. Well rested, more relaxed muscles, was just the heat in the feet and mid-calf. Nice and slowly continued the day. Feel confident, which is missing in the new job. Failed during meditation in hard times, but in between, he flashed a lot of thoughts. There were the occasional visual images.
Forest.mp3 did before bed, again sitting down. Long could not relax, afraid that with a candle something will happen or I'll jump the cat. At the end of the entered desired state. Changed body in the legs and head (feeling of freshness, blurring the boundaries of the skull, predominantly in the forehead, temples and neck with the increase to the crown). Feelings are pleasant, then 1.5 hours of no sleep, was not dead, in the head feelings. Seen vivid dreams, eyes well rested.
5 Feb 2014.
Ocean.mp3 - Morning. Great effect on the record. Quickly stopped thinking and sank into unconsciousness. Came out during the end of the record. Continued the day at a continuous pace, managed to do everything, despite the very low speed.
Thunderstorm.mp3 - Meditating in the end of the day (17:30). Was very tired in my eyes, it seemed that the problem's out there. During the session several times passed out again fond of thoughts, but they were like dreams with a bright line around, was floating somewhere away from me. The end felt a lightness and serenity. Eyes time to relax. Was slow, very confident and "grounded". I was surprised hear any better. After almost an hour still feel familiar to TM chill on top of her head from forehead to occiput.
6 Feb 2014.
Rain.mp3 - Morning. Noticed that MM helps "Dospat". After was quite productive, it is easier to allocate attention. What bothered earlier was perceived as if through emerging armor. This brings joy. In General, became more friendly, it returns the desire to communicate, less and less need for privacy. Was patient the disadvantages of other, less demanded from themselves, and expect less from others conformity to their expectations. A lot of jokes.
Breeze.mp3 Before bed, worked sitting. Often distracted, somewhere towards the middle, however, has managed to considerably calm down and slow down. Pictures were not, but few times was the likeness of sound illusions, maybe something similar to hypnogogia hallucinations (seen before only with the visual). Wore unobtrusive, easily eliminated by a volitional effort. Thoughts closer to the end of the session flowed smoothly, consistent and modest stream some distance from me, like "across the river". After quickly and pleasantly fell asleep.
February 7, 2014.
bb.mp3 morning after sleep. Slightly changed condition. Not in a hurry then. That rarely happens to me allowed myself to relax on weekends and spent a pleasant day. The body felt the little changes direct after sleep.
Phillip Chapman - Keeper of Dreams AS.mp3 lunch. Sat. Deeply relaxed limbs and muscles of the neck. That feeling hung in zero gravity with the loss of sensations from the body. Hands and feet became unusually warm and dry as opposed to their usual condition. See better eyes - gone tired.
dbb.mp3 - night. Before going to sleep. Lying. Music with whales was the most enjoyable. A little thoughts. A feeling of lightness and weightlessness. By the end of the thoughts are very clear, smoothly followed each other, as if I could run them over.
8 Feb 2014.
PSo.mp3 - meditation supported a sense of calm throughout the day.
Woodland.mp3 was meditating after a workout, before bedtime. After a very wanted to sleep, almost did not remember, except that I hid the wires and MM from cat and literally fell on the bed. Slept well, dreams are amazingly detailed story, full of positive emotions and resource.
9 Feb 2014.
Ocean.mp3 - morning. Slept well after yesterday's meditation for 5 hours and almost spent the whole day in one go. The body feels easy movement without stress a lot of physical strength, good coordination.
RS.mp3 lesson well slowed down, made the process of thinking is more calm and manageable. In addition to physical strength, increased domestic confidence, fullness . Still noticeable goes neurotic. Faster get into a state like a kind of warm cocoon that helps to dissolve muscle blocks until smooth. So rested, that within hours could not sleep. Sleep tight with a very bright and dynamic dreams.
the Remaining 2 weeks brought like each other feelings. Decided not to write them here. I note that you feel, in General, very good. Quickly sleep. Was to stand strictly in 5, with feeling of cheerfulness. The concentration increased. The last 1.5 weeks in the beginning of the session feel like releases the diaphragm. It is pleasant to note that by the end of 3 weeks, by about the 7th minute was out on the status of that "warm cocoon" with the loss of body scheme.<