Okay, thank you. I want to start doing according to instructions, and there already understand and will experiment.
Of course, like everyone got to this site, I'm looking for ways to Sebasteia, I think for the better. I have a serious problem with self esteem and am very shy. I am a great employee, all my employers are satisfied with me, I spend 200% of his attention. Unfortunately, I can't rise above a certain bar. For an interview, I can't praise, firstly I think it is a shame and not well, secondly, I think that I am a very ordinary person and nichegoshenki remarkable fact, and do not, and probably third, I subconsciously afraid, and suddenly believe I'm a star, something ask, and I will not be able to answer, again shame on him (!). And of course, all of this dowry, I absolutely can't sell all the same items (ashamed, scared, and for what exactly?). At work there have been attempts to promote me, my responsible attitude to work has conquered many, but any progress is presentations, meetings, and I have just hit a wall, on society in General, can not say anything, ashamed and afraid (all of a sudden on some presentations I'll ask something and I will not be able to answer! in short, in a circle....)
Really want to grow professionally, I realize that money may not be a panacea for all ills, but the level of self-esteem changes dramatically when wages could double and triple in a year, and my things are there....
In short, work on yourself and work...there's something called where to turn.
I don't know where to start...