Well, I have this feeling is so clear that to ignore it is not possible

Twice during the night woke up even

Well, the only thing that is not always immediately clear that this is connected with the deck... sometimes it takes a second to come down
Interestingly, once was - trying to shuffle the deck, shuffle, shuffle, and realize that it is impossible scenario, perceived as harmonious. Well, no - and that's it

10 minutes I was shuffling, in the end I had to deactivate (by the way, did not want to admit it internally, trying to deceive themselves and to prove to myself that I buggy and do not need to deactivate

), and then came a feeling of harmony... But I didn't understand what it meant that I couldn't aim, or that it is unattainable at the moment in the current environment, or what it is I just do not need nafig (about desire...)
