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by райбан » Thu Jul 05, 2018 15:17
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Where it all began, where it has to end.
The entrance to the lab was blocked and very heavy stones.
A way in, there was only the top of the pyramid.
I stubbornly crept up the stairs of the ziggurat, slowly dripping dark blood from the punctured belly...
All do not care, do not care at all.
After we lose each other.
Case claimed there Micah, whence do not come back, ever.
He may in that light, too, will gag, jest, letting go of your jokes.
I don't know.
They went "there".
Everyone I knew in this life, whence do not come back, ever.
Unperturbed, the elephant, the big man Beard that saved us a few times.
Lena. First love. The future of my beloved wife, that says it all
Well, someone Karma who Dharma
Regina, a simple girl, a little lost in life, but still, found.
Cross, grim Stalker, it's a great companion in different troubles.
So just always go exploring.
Anna, don't even know what to say about her, she was there the Ghost of Spain.
Don't know, each has chosen its own Path. Just as I am.
Oh, how I hurt...
The mechanism of body would not obey me anymore, gradually losing blood.
Half way to the top, I was surrounded by ghosts, shadows, zombies.
When former human beings.
It was my relatives, they were all here, even I didn't remember in his forgotten childhood.
Here's my dead grandmother, reaches out to me bony hand, I fail consciousness, "To". In the distant Past.
Here I am still a kid, got the first "stipuha", vocational school, bought groceries, fill our old fridge, "Zilok".
I put products, then starts on the booze.
Drunk mother, uncle, brother, everything. Except for me .
They are like zombies. I left to wander the streets at night, then...
Choosing your predestined Path.
I shook my head, flicking VI-Denia.
It was cast as Wraith, evil mind controller.
But Wraith disappeared, immediately throwing me, in a remote village.
Where he was living, inanimate, people are zombies
Here the old house, brown logs, moldy with age, and immediately adjacent to it, stands the ancient barn boards, fenced, rickety fence, grille..
The yard is normal, and Ya.
I learned the most myself "out There"....
Go. Do something, speak with the village men, then take the fork, throw the manure from the heap.
This is probably the EOM.
Maybe there was a mix-up of technology – chroniclers, with time.
With my time.
And again. Darkness.
Light.
I'm in the Golden city.
Around the pyramid, the priests. This time of the Mayan civilization.
Lead me to the slaughter, as a sacrifice.
Led to the scaffold. Near which stands the executioner, a giant of a man, five feet tall.
In his mighty arms, the axe seems like child's toy, the right Hand of God.
I dutifully put my head on the chopping block.......
Waiting for the end "Game".
Suddenly the high priest declares all - he is "UNBORN", leave it.
A crowd of people in bright clothes, puzzled at odds with the area.
Simply, they crave entertainment and bread and all, nothing personal.
Don't be afraid of the Night, She is your mother.
Don't be afraid of Darkness, It is in your Heart.
Going Ahead.
Unborn, Marked With The Seal Of God.
I too was slowly crawling at the Calvary, forcing himself, occasionally coming to normal consciousness from the pain, again off into oblivion, moving by inertia, somewhere upwards.
Suddenly, in my head, in the remains of the subconscious mind, lit with the Light of the world.
Not bright and not hot, just constant flashes blue stars, but stable luminous Source, which was not in the earth-life, and never will be.
He was growing closer and closer, pumping and condensing a Light.
I covered him with Endless Vitality.
Some dissolve in this piece icy, withering human co – knowledge, or Flow, I took in "hammered" in me over the years, the First Law of Existence.
- What's your Name Bearing the Stamp? – loudly asked me from the Light.
- I, Rai Ban!- I shouted a last effort, his New Name, taking it from the Navi, then.
All was leveled and the Space is calmed down, the light slowly faded, bit by keeping the glow.
- That's fucking... You!! Found when to scare! With emotion cried.
Is my Projection, formed by allowed in terms of this Space.
- Hey, fuck off! I've know that... again I snapped angrily.
- All people go through this, that cocked?- replied Greeters at the Entrance.
Actually I like the Guide, Keeper, or do you think Charon should you Empathize to Potenzirovti, pereproshivka your Recapitulation of Genesis, but the Law says nothing about the method of producing Experience of the Soul.
Either you live through my Empathic Broadcast
Either have the second option, the hardcore.
Jamming Experience and live all by Myself in the Future - invited me Charon.
So how? - blue Orb of the Sun appeared shifty Eyes and winked at me.
- What, How? stupidly asked Ya.
- Weak? 'chuckled the Sun.
- Who? Me? Yes, I ...- not finished, photonow in eglosheim roar of tearing Space phrase.
- "SO BE IT!".
...King. Surya.
Common God of the Sun was a bit further away next to me.
I smiled and threw the two bags with the regular trash in a cargo container, standing near the houses, on the Sunny street.
Adjusted his work gloves on his hands, I looked at Surya.
Surya is also closely looked at me, as if doubting me.
- Why everything is so difficult, is arranged at You?- in between, picking the dumpster, I asked Him.
-And unless You'd like different?- wisely replied Surya.
- I don't know, maybe...no. Definitely Not! Just, I'm a little tired, sitting down near the container, shielding his eyes from the light, asking looking at Him.
- I'm here, there, and your Kinsman close by. You want to end it.
And so, think for yourself...
- I don't know just help me a little - I asked him, wondering what else to do.
- I really HELP you. Just get some REST. And enjoy what is Happening...- gave goodbye, their instruction, the mandate of the Surya, and was gone.
Well, so be it...
Wonder what He got me?
Now, I already difficult to surprise, and it is impossible.
Suddenly I noticed in the distance, on bright street, there was a silhouette of a woman, first he was uncertain, then began to flicker and change, transforming all women at the same time, which was important to me.
With the end of my previous life; Regina, Anne, other, passing women, in the end, I saw the image of Lena.
It was getting tighter and tighter when turned around, was absolutely real about how I am.
It was not a phantom. I could not believe my eyes.
- How?- could I ask.
-He clearly said that a surprise for you. You already have enough to suffer!- smiling like the first time when meeting, She said.
I incredulously took her by the hand, when he realized that it didn't go away, pressed her legs to their long hold.
Now I was not Alone.
I got up and went to build a House for himself and his Companion.
New Home on a Planet that never was my home....<
And drawing to teach, nefig to do, there is one method in Lazarevo like, but I have only podsmotrena system and do not understand , or rather its very poluchmlos, no hook lines of someone else's ....for themselves. It is at School, Sunny gate . There is a platform propaganada and aunt that magini, vidimce, and below the waist at all "bag karmic cogic sores" clean don't know how, or their main were not warned about this. 
I play the passive role of the student. ATO saddle, again "radio" catches everything. 
