while studying at the Institute, I was, as they say "life of the party", I was interested, I was very energetic and cheerful person. I was naive and stupid, lived dreams. In General, life beat key. And so, at some point, I was kicked out of life's rut, I didn't even understand what was happening to me, I felt like I sucked and turned inside out, in General it can be called "Traveling on a train and got off at the station and remained there STAND" became all empty and bland, in General survived somehow. Went into the army (2009)DMB, and life rut and can't get back. And now, I'm 33, not married, without work, life is empty, aimless,relatives in shock, for 8 years I have passed in these periods : the booze, the lying on the couch hungover, and did some work - started drinking again, again, the sofa hungover,and a vicious circle. Right now, I don't drink or very rarely(in moderation),disks, Andrei Patrushev here helped too I guess
I want to change my lifebut I can't find "Solomenka", something to cling to in life, I like "sleeper agent" sorry for the pun)), which has potential, but he can't open up (waiting for command), it sleeps and lives as a pet.
It was hard for me to write this post, but it may not be at it. Can criticize and judge me, I deserve it, I realized the most vile and wanted
to change your life to escape, so I thought that the disk I can become a helper.
I would therefore like to ask for understanding,savvy people to help formulate my setup
Come to mind snatches of phrases, but to collect puzzle not can.
Any idea before listening to put this:
Born I held happy in life man, I live a rich positive developments, interesting rich life, I'm full of energy, it's easy to make acquaintance with girls and communicate with people, I am sociable. I have an interesting, important work which I'm happy and get good money (income)
In General, such a set of words and such a mess in my head, I can't build a clear line. If anyone can advice, suggest, ask for help. And yet, is it possible to listen to the Explorer just so that it is? And is it possible to listen in one day Explorer and Autogenic training of the Russian Center "PSYCHOPEDAGOGY" (1991), these drives right now but they don't sell
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