Willy nilly involved in the state of "I need and want"
And it is impossible to take and just to state "not want." As impossible as to force the blood to stop. A million times to say to yourself, "I'm enlightened, I don't want anything, I just give up" - words mean nothing. Translate rails of the body with dopamine on a completely different system of hormones (control the mind and the man himself that's the hormones) is very difficult. If people just inject into a vein the final combination of hormones - he will die.
That is why body transformation is very very slow - decades. It actually is the quest of earthly existence - to understand how to change your consciousness, the psyche and physiology (they are all related to each other) in this particular suit.
What is the meaning of the quest? Well, if you are into online game play some quests there, too. Passed and all so happy "I passed!". Check their experience, skills, maturity and so on... In General - check yourself. And the quest is more difficult - the more self-esteem. By the way, you have not seen the movie "the Game" in ' 97? There is about the shows philosophy of our existence and what happens after it (when the player dies).
In order for the transformation began and continued - the necessary mental changes of many kinds: emotional (a whole range of emotions - both sad and angry, and happy - in the esoteric is called the rainbow bridge), the mental (attitudes, opinions, beliefs). All this should own to feel, to learn, to know and to come to some conclusion, mental change. Otherwise, just the hormonal makeup will not change.
Generally, a person needs to understand only one thing - the time between when he starts to want to get angry and even when he gets angry. The first is the beginning of the release of adrenaline by the adrenal glands. The second is the release of adrenaline through the heart in emotions of anger or resentment or suppressed emotion of resentment, for example. Adrenaline is the fire that transformerait psyche and body. As the fire - he bites and burns and it is very difficult, Yes. But if it is not relieving in the form of emotions, and to go to another plan and to monitor the situation obstragirovanno - we can begin to experience directly the fire - where is he now in the body, making. Watching this - it will change the body and psyche.
Society imposes a very different model of behavior and how to resist it and that in a minus to leave and not be ego driven?
To give less importance to society. To imagine that it is not. Imagine that you are alone - live what for, why, what's the meaning of your life? Well, once society is not - it restrictions and does not impose, for example, if I want to dance to the music playing in the Mall - Yes, take dance for example, no one sees you, because there is none. Well, once society no - who to be angry at mom there is something or turn... Just a cartoon on your eye mounds. In General, the decrease in the level of importance of perception of something- completely removes the attitude. And if not opinions and relationships, and there's just life according to your inner feeling (not desires, but the feeling is difficult to explain, let it be the will of the subconscious) - that is enlightened. He soars and he does what he wants (in his case, "want" coincides with "should" as a global in his role, and locally - to feed the dog on the street). In this example go out to kill someone can not, but not because of restrictions, but personal moral level high well and generally understands why it is not necessary.
Here's an example in your case as you can change your attitude... Imagine that you are just a servant of the child put to him for the duration of your life, and voluntarily and without the right to personal desires. I do not like? What we don't like - you can right list to write, so you will understand your "wish". If this really is your desired "want" it is necessary to try to implement it as quickly as possible and it will be gone. And you can just remove the importance of the goal for you and "want to" again be lost. The main thing is not to suppress, but to transform or implement.
And, you can try to reduce the interval between the implementation and volition to a minimum. Not to want something not available in the years ahead, and for example want ice cream - do not hesitate to buy and gobbled up. There is also the option of enlightenment - through the saturation of the ego and ultimately of understanding the meaninglessness of (all want implemented, don't know what I want, but somehow sucks)
Here's an example of the response options in your situation:
- without emotion to explain what your child wants to use the toilet and ask to go first (most simple)
without emotions to give in, acknowledging that they were ahead in the queue
- without emotion to the eye, well to teach it, pay and leave
and any other key word - no emotional involvement, is reaching the level of mentality (he has his own consideration in the form of opinions, beliefs, world view, fanaticism)<