Painful feeling
Posted: Fri Oct 12, 2012 23:32
Many do not even think about the fact that predchuvstvuya any situation can be a real pain to master this skill. If anyone knows what it's like to feel something in advance, knowing that nothing you can do about it? When your body and mind works as a repeater and amplifier as environmental health and your own. When someone's negativity is reflected throughout your space tenfold ringing in advance when anticipating trouble, have a panic fear, and do not know what to do and where to wait for impact. But the trouble still happens.
The hardest test for me was the consequences of my breakup with my girlfriend. After a while I sensually started to feel like my loved one kissing someone else is buried in his arms. Every day feel like you now change on to someone else, not only physically, but also spiritually... I asked friends and they confirmed my feelings. "Sorry buddy, we didn't want to upset you, and say...".
Not very nice to know that trouble happens to sensually experience it for days or even weeks before, and not exactly know what this nuisance. Not very nice to taste other people when they are negative. Even worse to know that by and large all that happens - the results of your own actions and decisions. To see how your world goes to hell your confusion.
Sometimes it seems that it is better not to feel anything. Good to have buds, bad when the perception of these receptors through the roof.
Excuse me for excessive emotions. Boiling.
The hardest test for me was the consequences of my breakup with my girlfriend. After a while I sensually started to feel like my loved one kissing someone else is buried in his arms. Every day feel like you now change on to someone else, not only physically, but also spiritually... I asked friends and they confirmed my feelings. "Sorry buddy, we didn't want to upset you, and say...".
Not very nice to know that trouble happens to sensually experience it for days or even weeks before, and not exactly know what this nuisance. Not very nice to taste other people when they are negative. Even worse to know that by and large all that happens - the results of your own actions and decisions. To see how your world goes to hell your confusion.
Sometimes it seems that it is better not to feel anything. Good to have buds, bad when the perception of these receptors through the roof.
Excuse me for excessive emotions. Boiling.
And really just needed to admit to myself that it's just pissed about the resources(have already spent time, effort, opportunities + the need to re-spending on new girlfriend) and to shift the focus from one young lady to another - according to statistics, girls are always more boys are there any free next(beautiful, kind and gentle - and there is no other, if their expectations of the world not to impose).