Good choice I made, to go himself to meet these fears-anxiety-disorder, and this decision is beginning to change. Only one caveat. It was necessary to recognize and
my mistakethe subconscious (which, I guess, and gave fear). The essence of what is.. Before, as I wrote, many times I really struggled with "superior forces") - usually against 4, 5.. Or once were two, but one was a repeat offender and they had a variety of edged/heavy weapons.. I'm just high and I threw a "pack"..) And what is interesting - even if I was beaten, I was defeated mentally (the attackers then became friends, respected, who know of local - and still respect) And often was not broken (as in the case of those two
no blow struck, the reflexes I have gained excellent training)).. So, I ensured victory/protection - so it is.. "what is the force brother, the force in the
truth".. I have always defended justice or any truth - and they have only the fact that the crowd came, was weaker than me.
And here.. in this fresh episode, I'm not "worried"..) - not that, as they say, "broadcast yourself", but somehow it was restless, and the force didn't feel I was.. off first on "aging", but when wondered realized.. I was there for him when he responded to BOS promised cuffs with the ass smack if I met.. and called different not very good words..) - it is clear that he, as it deserves.. but that's me he ought not to rise above it.. to feel a sense of superiority.. though not aware of.. and it's.. wear the wrong sneakers, as they say.. in General, once I realized they were wrong, and when he was going to find it, I thought to look him in the eye and admit that he was wrong, insulting and demeaning, but to say that "your ads will not be removed though burst", in General, such a cleaning/ultimatum planned) Well in the end, it turned out that this is kind of how not to do it.. because I started with his morning "break", he is not local and from distant Omsk.. see, touring.. why not remember the kid in my house, you can see a lot of pensioners they have traveled around Yes.. (Yes, you
watch the scale)) Well, in General, write to him in the VC what I was going to say, and will block anyways. On me anxiety anymore, for me the truth, and conscience clear, "do what you must and come what may".. only it takes is to renounce the unauthorized sense of superiority, which was clearly unnecessary and required attention just as well.
As for my old friend.. then even better! Him I have already written a few minutes after the decision, the benefit of waiting till dawn was not necessary.. Openly explained reminded that our friendship besperspektivnyak that resume would not want it.. but would like to ask "how are you there?" they say, once a year-we can (and I do care-interested in reasonably..) anyway, it turns out everything is just super! This man is also troubled with different guys stopped to chat, with the mind sort of took lives and works on the farm, with their children (there were all sorts of problems with work and with family) - cool in General.. So even the bonus was) straight with synchronicity itself is his message.. it was a joke.. which is right in the subject of my recent "experiences" )) And I was so Pogorel with his cool.. direct some awareness and relaxation did with him) Now I repeat it to you, check it out))
Go paranoid and schizophrenic.
Paranoid:
Let's get to the other side, towards the muggers go.
Schizophrenic:
— Garbage, went ahead.
Gopnik attack, schizophrenic all scattered. Paranoid:
— How did you do that?
Schizophrenic:
— It is easy. There were 5 and I was 10...
