In General, I tied this thing, and went to bed. As did not want to sleep, then began to wind itself about offense, etc. blocks. After 1.5 hours I fell asleep.
Night, as usually there are no nightmares, fears, and unpleasant dreams were not. The dreams I remember are always good, as usual. Poluosoznannye dreams about anything. I call them trying to solve some issues with a straight face that I did not touch in a dream. Instead of some entertainment or research.
I woke up angry that nothing worked
Like 20 minutes, decided to make direct technique. Direct, not deferred method, because awake and not sleepy brand. There was nothing else to do the same. I never done one before, when finally woke up and started to do something.
In General, lay down, relax and... 2 times in a row ISS. After relaxing instead of looking at the space in front of him, turning the attention from the eyes and began to "watch" the brain. It is quite difficult for me to describe. Just begin as though to "see" the brain in the region of 3 eyes. "See" is hardly the word. The same as with closed eyes, just another place. I found this method for myself recently (a few weeks). It's probably known for a long time, I just didn't know about it or didn't pay attention. Trying to imagine evoke "images" it is easier and they are more vivid.
Coincidences with the real place was at first. Until I jumped through the window. As you pass through the wall failed in any way. Fly on the 2nd floor level has gone down and there is a match missing. He walked and searched some info (unsuccessfully) and trying to get to the same place (unsuccessfully), to produce the man (unsuccessfully). Walked and started to do one trance exercise. After began to Wake up.
Then he began again trying to get out. At first I thought it did not. So I started to get up from the couch with a blanket, feeling 100% reality. His eyes did not open. Held his nose, breathed. Yeah it turned out.
Began again to look for what I need (nepoluchilos). Was in a Dorm, hotel. There was like. Threw out completely. When I went one girl said "I see you". Although nobody paid attention to me, and I thought I was invisible
Also somewhere was in these attempts, like the magical structures (is my impression) there were some old women and young workers or students. They were doing something (device?), said. I understand something to catch the uninvited guests (us) or to put a barrier there so we didn't mess around
Neither of them saw me.
Yet what is most interesting. Before that avoided the use of certain products, after reading that it harms Wasps. Yesterday afternoon I decided it's tough to break. Even drank a bottle of beer (do not drink) stuck smoked sausages. Evening eating fried sunflower seeds and drank very sweet tea. This broke many of the statements that alcohol, meat, fried, sweet, tea barrier to Havo well, or dramatically reduces the chances. For me I think not now. As by following these rules the effect was lower and worse than breaking them.
What is the role of the handkerchief in it all is an open question. I will continue to watch
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