Removal of negative attitudes?

[Хатя]

people question to all! especially those who are long engaged in a mind machine. Just using the machine without any disks (meaning only the built-in session) something you can actually accomplish in life? the type of personal growth, a clear improvement of health, etc.

[Андрей Патрушев]

people a question to all! especially those who are long engaged in a mind machine. Just using the machine without any disks (meaning only the built-in session) something you can actually accomplish in life? the type of personal growth, a clear improvement of health, etc.

Completely.

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Quark
still sitting without a job.... write books... You have an obvious talent in the epistolary genre... you do feel the verge and describe the emotional state of the individual... but too many filosoftika derogations in principle, the writer of the current itlouis

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Quark
but still you have enough neck and correct Russian language almost without words - parasites, and a strong desire for spiritual development.... good luck and all the best....

[Кварк]

Quark
but still you have enough neck and correct Russian language almost without words - parasites, and a strong desire for spiritual development.... good luck and all the best....

Thank you very much!
So sudden to hear, and so nice! Probably just words of support I need now! Even not moving in that direction, but such unexpected compliments sooo probated.
I read your posts about practicing theta. Don't know, maybe I have a similar problem happened.
Since the beginning of this year, as soon as I started to do the drives all began to improve and gradually fell into place. Everything was very good!
In the summer for 2 weeks. I went to the village. Air, atmospheric, Priroda... And all the while listened to every day after awakening r5. Seq. week added lr. 4 (noise. resonance). Excellent condition! The next 2 months opisat in words and to transmit all colors of my experiences. Then put to itself the purpose: to find an interesting job in a week a friend called and offered to take the vacant place, according to ordered criteria approach completely... And then nachalos....
Appeared complete lack of confidence that I can do it, that I do have, all these doubts have spread to all spheres of life and communication, and I always thought it important - logical. half claimed that it is the fulfillment of my desire and RHR. we must take it and discard all those irrelevant fears.
And it's not so much the resistance to the event, it's only an investigation.
First came a wild desire to absolutely take control (emotion, feeling, expression, etc.), because compliance with some trumped-up format behavior appropriate for defined. situation... Then got out some sort of foolish stubbornness, and the desire to do everything contrary, and this despite the innate pedantry and diligence! I got the idea of "being a fool" to me "asked", because it did not have not know what to announce his decision to leave. Here is such a strange way, I found the problem! But, I was not "asked" to leave, but on the contrary, helped, offered advice! But I'm so dug in his ravings, that I, in fact, the correct and logical behavior of the people nearby was genuinely surprised!
Well, in short, "losing a lot of blood" had gone very badly, in English. Was very upset during and after. And in some moments there is a strong inhibition, as the answer. reaction to strong emotions. stress, similar to what you described.
Then I thought, it can be connected with r5 steam. (in this session there is a theta, as I later discovered
(remember "weird" ideas and thoughts, coming. to mind at the moment was not worth, perhaps,to dwell on one session, and even coupled with noise.resonance during the summer.) Because too fast I drifted to the side of the spirit. development with the end of summer.
Perhaps I was not ready to accept such rapid development and such a quick fulfillment of desires. <