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by симфония » Wed Jul 20, 2011 21:59
MM was my friend (he was visiting me). I was interested to try "what it is". Honestly, when choosing sessions I was guided only by the fact that I liked the name. It is these three. But the Cosmic Consciousness, I somehow pushed last. Between Nirvanamania and Dream-like images I liked first. There was a feeling of lightness. Dream-like images as something neutral. The gap between the programs was about 2-3 days. What I noticed: in the first two primary colors red and green (more red NF, WITH more green). And I really wanted somehow to penetrate deeper in red color, dissolve in it. KS – the main color is white silver. Can't say exactly how soon after the beginning of the session, but I felt that my body reduce mild seizure. This is the last thing I remember. A silver flash of light, and seizures. Then complete darkness, silence, boundless peace. And I'm back. Could not understand where I am, what happened, severe weakness, dizziness, a feeling as after a severe heat stroke. Looked I say, scary: the deathly pallor, blue lips. Friends who are by this time arrived, I kind of did not know. Although I remember that I know who they are, but I asked, and what kind of people. When the ambulance came to the question of how old I am, I could only tell what I year. Exactly how much time I spent without consciousness and how it looked, now I can not say. I don't know. I'll ask my friend to tell You. (He gave me artificial respiration, heart massage). After a couple of days he will be home (he lives in another country).
I actually have a reaction to light. If for example I'm in the car as a passenger and I was in a band abrupt change of light and shadow (shadows from tree branches), and while my eyes are closed, then I begin to have unpleasant feeling and cramps. Should open their eyes – everything goes. This with your eyes closed. I just never pay attention to it. Do not think that is not normal.
A few years ago, precisely in 2007, I worked in the school of DEIR. The first stage was complete. I put the Program and some, I don't remember. On the first stage I went, because the next levels (especially the third "Impact") was very aggressive towards other people. It is unacceptable for me.
Today I did encefalograma, there was a moment when I was lying with my eyes closed and I was exposed to light, it was the same as in ABC. And when colored he was white, I felt that start to "fly". But the border point is the exposure ceased. The results will be tomorrow. If You're interested, I'll tell you what will be the conclusion.<